06.06.09
UP!
Seeing UP! tonight in 3D in SLO. I’ll post my thoughts after.
Working on the site
Hey all — just wanted to let everyone know that I’m starting to work on the site. Check out the links at the right for Ian, Eric and Jackie’s blogs to read in the meantime!
07.20.07
Tipsy Tree - Why do you sing?
I was walking down the road
All thoughts to myself
I could see my house in the distance
Not too very far off
Tipsy tree
Why do you sing?
When you could be
The most amazing king.
I was looking out the window
Not knowing, expecting what to find
It was now wide open
For I could see the moonlight and the trees
Tipsy tree
Tell me about your dreams
I would like to see
How the world seems
Late night
Here the site is, still undeveloped and unmotivated. I have no artistic ability, but I can think of fantastic, beautiful things. This is a problem, cause I get really excited, and then disappointed when I cannot create what I am imagining.
Life has been interesting lately. James moved out, so I feel alone and unmotivated to do anything. I usually go to work late, duck out early, and then come home and drink myself stupid till I fall asleep around midnight. Tonight seems to be an exception. I’m here alone with my thoughts and it’s a mixed blessing. Here are the thoughts going through my head.
- I’m responding slower to negative emotions towards me. I’m realizing that lately when people are mean or upset with me, I just don’t care. I realize it has no affect on me and since my memory sucks, I’ll forget faster than it’s worth getting worked up about.
- I’m pissed that my foot still hurts. I really miss running. Every night I think in my head, “Oh good, my foot feels good, tomorrow I shall run”. Then I just come back from work, exhausted, and I think my mind tricks me into thinking my foot doesn’t feel well.
- I still haven’t sent in my traffic school papers, fuck needing my own envelope.
- I can’t seem to keep girl’s attention for more than a few weeks. There needs to be a magical spell to make myself less charismatic and more appealing. Woo hype.
I guess I’ll start working on this site more, I was neglecting it, thinking that I was going in a right direction for once, but like usual, I foresaw it incorrectly.
06.22.07
Bonfire
I was really busy at work yesterday. I checked out a new board and Spencer helped me look through some of my thesis stuff. It went well and I got a lot done.
Afterwards, James and I had a pre-party which involved some nice wine. We then headed to Avila to go to a bonfire. Joelle brought a paper mache killer whale that she found in a dumpster. We promptly shoved some roman candles in it, and had Aaron run around with it on his back. It was hilarrrrrrious.
We then went to Melisa’s and got much more drunk watching a whole dvd of Arrested Development. It was a most excellent night.
06.21.07
Another Drunken Night
Last night I went out with James to Woodstocks to meet up with Jim and his friends. It was pint night, so we got some pitchers of beer and played quarters. I hadn’t played in a very long time, so I promptly lost. After a few hours or so, James and I left and thus began a night of drunken texting and messaging. Ugh, I don’t know how I have so little constraint over myself. Oh well, I had fun and hopefully I didn’t make anyone feel awkward. Off to work I go!
